Saturday, August 17, 2013

How time flies

So I figured it would be appropriate to write something in honor of my one year anniversary of making aliyah.

The time has flown by as it always seems to do in life, but this time its a bit different.
When i look back and think about things i have done over the past year its amazing. from making a home on the kibbutz to grinding out tough days in the army. I have done a lot of things i never thought i would do or could do or even knew existed in some cases.

I have moved to a new unit in the army and that has delayed my flight home. Its going to make the first eight months seem like they were the easiest thing in the world. I have doubts if I can really do this because its more demanding mentally and physically with added responsibility. But I know this is something I can do and talking to my family friends from back home on skype or facebook on the weekends helps me recharge my batteries and give me that little bit more of motivation you need on those tough days.

I feel like I want more people to know what i’m doing so I can help spread the word about lone soldiers and the Israeli Army in general. I feel like when I go back its not just gonna be an opportunity to see family and friends but to share my experience with everyone and anyone who is interested and/or has questions. I honestly think I have things to say and a perspective to offer to the jewish community in the twin cities. But I can sometimes be a bit modest so I dont really seek attention when maybe I am deserving. 

I just want this part of my life to worth more than just stories I tell my guy friends about the crazy hard things I did, the guns I shot, the vehicles rode in and so on. It will always be a special time for me but if I can turn it in to something greater and maybe use it to help others somehow that would be something truly great.

This year away from all the family and friends I grew up with has really opened up my eyes. It has caused me to want to reconnect with old friends and strengthen the bonds with the ones I have have. I still dont know how my story is going to unfold but I do know I am going to be the one who is going to write it.


I can’t wait to see everyone when I come back in October/Novemberish See you soon!